You don't get what you want and so you look around for someone who will give it to you. Then when you find someone who has it, you 'fall in love'? Is that what love is? Is love given to someone having things which you could use? Is love found in finding a pretty girlfriend? Or for girls, finding a guy who has a car? Whats the difference between this and my dog, Spunky, who comes to you only when he knows you're going to shower attention on him? And runs off to find my mom when I stop petting him.

And its times like this you just want to push everyone away. But hope that someone special would filter through. But this is life. Not some fairytale. Cos fairytales only happen when you're blinded by love.
Maybe it is the chocolate...

I want someone who is not so cliche. Someone who is unique and true. Someone wild but serious when its time to be. Someone mature but childishly fun. Someone that will intrigue me. Someone who knows things that I don't. Someone with character. Someone like me but totally different. Someone to challenge me me when I'm up and comfort me when I'm down. Someone who can be a friend, a sparring partner, a stranger, a foe, a lover, an explorer, a slacker. Someone who doesn't care how I look but appreciates my style, sees beauty in me, thinks I'm cool. Someone who makes things interesting. Someone who's willing to switch places when I'm feeling like crap. Someone to remind me to go the right way at the right time. Someone to reassure me that I'm alright. Someone who would question my decisions not for the sake of it but to ensure that I'm doing the right thing. Someone to make me feel important. Someone who can be practical to convince me and illogical like normal women. Someone who leans on me, depends on me, loves me. Someone to stick with me even when times are bad. Someone who will help come up with ideas to get out of the rut instead of blaming me.

Its a long list but thats how I feel. Congratulations...